::mama,i love you::

mama,
i know u are having a hard time now.
and sometimes i make it harder for u.
i hurt u by yelling at u,break my promise,ignore your words and there are lot more things that i do sometimes in purpose and sometimes i did not realize that i hurt u so much!
still u love me.
u accept me as i am.
u accept us, your children as we are.

life is tough for u mama.
i know it
but please mama,don't give with life.
i promise to take care of u
and this is the promise that i will never break.
i know i hurt u,but please do believe me in this,
i always love u.

please don't give up with life mama,
because i can't never imagine my life without u
adik can't never breath without u,
kak yan will never smile without u,
and abang can't never live without u mama.
after all time,we can't never survive this life in this world without u mama.

u make us who we are today,
we might not having a wonderful time,
but i will work on it for u mama.
just for u.

believe me mama,
its hurt me a lot when i can't give what u want,
its hurt, when i have to ask you for money
its hurt,when u are not happy
its hurt, when we have to go separated way.

but mama,

whatever u do in your life,
i always pray that Allah will bless u,and take care of u.
i always dream to give the whole world to u.